2010年11月17日星期三

I Am Damn Missing You You You!



okay....
Here we go....1st...i am damn long time no blogging...so since 2day off,then i blog~

Since i come Singapore and work for my future carries,i damn stress.All the new thing for me,all is start from zero again.....So far,i quite fucking hate the management of the company.

Never mind,i take this as a new experience.Everything i also "忍"!
忍一时风平浪静,退一步海阔天空!
Becoz of this word,i told my self that “U CAN DO IT”!Then all the bad thing will passed away~
All the bad thing go far far away~Good thing come along to me~
This job will not longer for me!




And since i come to singapore,the attitide i treat my family was CHANGED.totally CHANGED!
The way i treat my family was suck! I hate my self!

I dunoe why i treat them so bad!I juz noe I AM DAMN MISSING THEM!
I LOVE THE TIME WE ALL AT HOME!
NO WORRIES!NO SCARING!NO ARGUING.
HAPPY FAMILY TOGETHER!

I am damn missing them but i cant go back to meet them!
it was so sad for me!!
i noe my mum love me so mum but the way i talk to my lovely mum...juz suck!
Every times my mum called me,i juz answer her EM,YA LOH,EM,EM.THE END!
Hang Up the Phone !

My mum no matter how she will called me to sure i at Singapore here live healthy and safe!
No matter how the environment changed,she will called me!
Becoz i am her children!


Sometime i totally reject answer her call,becoz i missing her!
i dun wan to heard her voice,every times she call me,i sure will cry cry n cry!
but i dun wanna let her noe that i crying!
Mummy,sorry for let u crying that time!
I AM FEEL SO GUILTY !
SO SORRY!





In the Singapore,i dun have time to go bek home....i miss my family n friend!
My family care about me so much!
I love them so much!
i always wish that mum dun wan to always worry me!
But she wont do that,becoz i am her children.

Mummy n Daddy,
I am a bad girl, coz the way i treat u was so bad n suck.i swear i will not let u guys worry me....

F=FATHER

A=AND

M=MOTHER

I=I

L=LOVE

Y=YOU